Fill your paper with the breathing's of your heart: January 2011

學著讓自己不去想...

躲避，不一定躲的過；

面對，不一定最難過；

孤單，不一定不快樂；

得到，不一定能長久；

失去，不一定不再有；

轉身，不一定最軟弱！！！

能找個理由讓自己難過，也一定能讓自己快樂！！懂得遺忘的人，找到自由；懂得放開的人，找到輕鬆！一個人不是真的堅強，而是，學著讓自己不去想...

反面的我
我伪装自己
我伪造自己
只有在我相信，我爱，我了解的人
面前。我才会放下

我不喜欢我的敏锐感。我的第六感
或许是我敏感
但是我知道我的心的感觉
我希望我自己
可以不伤害我自己
因为我不希望那些都是真的
包括某某某
我会害怕失去
我当初认识的你
但我不害怕
失去现在的你
因为你变了

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole 'in love' thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more

I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown